The big picture of it all, being the person that I am, I really felt horrible. You almost want to punish yourself. I know I’m never going to win the battle of public opinion. Honestly, I almost felt like at one point that it wasn’t worth living. I see why people commit suicide.
Ray touched on his relationship with his wife Janay, simply saying:
Every day gets better.
He was immediately suspended from the Ravens once the footage surfaced the web. Ray continues:
“It’s tough, I realize that’s a battle I’m going to have to face for the rest…
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